Diary of a Mad Fangirl

Valentine's day.
The testement of love.
Or lack thereof.
Oh dear, that didn't just rhyme did it?

Really loving the icon I have. Thanks to m'dear Bookcat who baked this up for me with her fabulous Photoshop Make-Me-an-Icon oven.
Gotta love Gerard.
Dunno how I really got involved with the worship of MCR. I think I literally woke up one day and got really obsessed.

With love from me to you.
Bella

Rumor has it that there's going to be a trailer shown before 'ghost rider' for AWE.
If that's the truth, I might just pee my pants. My dad claims he's willing to go, I know my mom will surely start laughing at me when I anounce that's the ONLY reason I want to go, and my friends (NO, NOT YOU VIVI.) will all shake their heads and sigh. So are my friends and family.
If it turns out that there is a trailer (and it's not just another fangirl getting so spasmy that she makes things up and posts them) and if it so happens that this trailer follows the script that was leaked (god help me, it better be true) then I might just pee AND poop my jeans. Then I'd need diapers. Like an old person. With their 'Depend: (Faulty) Bladder Control System'. System. Pshaw. It's a diaper dammit! Not a drug! As my good friend Mims said, I'm gonna make one hell of an old person in 60 years.
In any case, my inner fangirl (whaddya mean inner?) is approaching this matter with shifty eyes. Back in December I heard that the trailer was going to be played before Santa Clause 3. Which was too soon, I know. I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up in this first place. This is much more likely. It IS Februrary.
You know, it just occured to me that some one will probably bootleg it and upload it onto youtube. Then I wouldn't have to waste ten bucks for a trailer. Hmm...

Yesterday when I was on the bus, I swear I was sitting across from Barbossa's twin sister. She had the same potato nose, yellow glazed eyes and wavy--slightly erratic--gray, once brown, hair. Other than that, she bore no resemblence to him, personality wise. She did have the repulsive teeth though, I will give her that. She was wearing a thick dark green coat which she would constantly pick hair off and, stragely enough, a straw hat. Yes, I did say a STRAW HAT. Maybe odd taste in hats runs in the family? She would also mumble to herself and cower from anyone who got to near to her. Occasionally she would shout out things, but that was rare and very un-Barbossa like. In any case, I had to think about Beckett dying so that I wouldn't burst out laughing. Then the rest of the ride I was mopey about Beckett dying.
All my friends (save one) think I'm not completely addicted to an illegal substance when I start babbling about Beckett. This is a classic conversation with a friend...
friend: Who?
me: Beckett! You know...the lord?
friend: Oh. Him. But he's, like, not hot.
me: -stutters- starts chattering incoherently-

Or it's something like this:
friend #2: You mean the evil dude?
me: -veins pops- 'E'S NOT EVIL!

what's this? bella tried (and failed miserably for that matter) to make...icons? except for the fact that they are all WAY TOO BIG. duh.
i'm too lazy to scale them down so.
here they are!
made with the lovely iPhoto and powerpoint.
don't ask why they're mostly will. they just...are.

My first post! Amazing!

I suppose I should introduce myself to some extent. My name is Bella, and I am a self-declared Beckett fangirl. I adore the Pirates of the Caribbean films, and I don't say that in the passing way, as one might describe their favorite food. I also am not one of those fangirls that, given the liberal definition of fangirl, types like this: "omg johny dep is hawt!!!11!oneone!990" (for records sake I can spell Johnny Depp correctly).

Besides being a pirate fanatic, I do enjoy other things: 24 (yes I watched the premiere last night), Twilight & New Moon, Lost, My Chemical Romance and...that about sums it up.

Right now it's pretty damn cold and my fingers are having trouble typing. I'm supposed to be studying for a test so I better hop to it.

-Bella